my hands twitch and spasm as ie type this. my left hand seems to be further inflicted. holding SHIFt with my pinky is the most difficult keystroke to do so i’ll just avoid capitals all together. typing isnt easy anymore. my hands feel very heavy and look flat against the keyboard. need to make sure every. single. word. is worth typing simip.y for the inconveniently larger effort than i’m used to. cannabis helps with the muscle spasms, cramps and has me happy and content as i type what others would see as this depressing reflection. this plant helps me further live in the present. so i’m good. right. now. feeling in the moment healthy and happy and even feeling momentarily happy is all that matters in this. present... moment...... .. . forever.